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Ever since the birth of orthodoxy, of exoteric religion and of black magic, thousands upon thousands of years ago, two predominant vices have held sway over the minds of men—Doubt and Hypocrisy. In pure Occultism, White Magic or Divine Wisdom, these two are known as unpardonable sins. The first anthropomorphists who worshipped form and matter were the creators of these two vices, which invariably go together. Doubt is ever rooted in the doubt of and about one's own Higher Self and Inner God. Hypocrisy is related to the lower personal self. The self of matter is like a woman with many paramours—innumerable expressions of hypocrisy—who ever doubts the very existence of virgin chastity or marital fidelity. Hypocrisy is the human psychological aspect of the metaphysical Maya; the great Buddha taught that life has coverings which give to our existence and problems false meanings and so veil the Light of Nirvana that its very existence is doubted. Hypocrisy is pardonable in the ordinary man whose upbringing—social, religious and educational—keeps him in crass ignorance about the God within him. Anthropomorphism and Atheism, i.e., religious orthodoxy and scientific orthodoxy, blind him; however different these two orthodoxies, they produce the same result—doubt in regard to the Divinity which abides, albeit in a slumbering state, in the heart of every man. Unpardonable becomes hypocrisy when a person accepts the rational philosophy of Theosophy and its very primary teaching, the existence of a living God within the consciousness of man. No student deliberately commits the sin of hypocrisy; for no student deliberately doubts the existence of his own Inner Ego and Higher Self. But is there anyone among us who is absolutely free from doubt and hypocrisy and who does not, unconsciously to himself, commit these sins? But, while all aspirants slip into these sins, the earnest rectify their mistakes with the aid of self-examination and study. But there are others whose Karma blinds them and whose defects are not unadulterated vices but are the defects of their quality and virtues. One of the most pitiable instances of such a sinful aspirant is the Selfish Devotee. The very taint of his motive is hidden from him; fancying himself a devoted servant of the Cause, ever ready to extend a helping hand, he, unconsciously to himself, enveloped in egotism, self-righteousness and false piety, falls—never suspecting that he is developing into an Uriah Heep while believing himself to be on the highway to Adeptship. Turn to Mr. Judge and note what he has to say about doubt:
This doubt in regaqrd to one's own Divinity does not always take the familiar forms—of despair, of nonchalance, and so on. Very often it is subtle in manifestation, producing subtle forms of hypocrisy. In this Kali-Yuga many are the lures which draw the aspirant to Adeptship away from the Path of Purity. One of the most powerful lures is that of running away from one's Karma in the belief that there is a Call for self-sacrifice in behalf of the Cause of Masters and Human Brotherhood. The teaching reiterated by W. Q. Judge is very often overlooked, that "Duty persistently followed is the highest Yoga." He calls it "the royal talisman." He writes:
Doing that which must be done, but instantly resigning interest in what is done—duty without interest in the accruing results. This, be it noted, leads to knowledge—this, the method which must be ensouled by the pure motive—is of benefit to others. Mr. Judge further explains:
In another place he gives a very direct teaching on the subject which would-be occultists will do well to memorize, take to heart and practise from day to day:
When the instructions contained in the above citations are neglected, then the Selfish Devotee is born. In a couplet of The Voice of the Silence this whole teaching is imparted, but it is the genius of W. Q. Judge who explains it in a way which the ardent practitioner of this era admiringly accepts and in silent gratitude applies. Here is H.P.B.'s rendition of that couplet:
To go through our appointed work, i.e., our congenital duties, the duties which Karma has brought us, but without seeking pleasures or shunning pains which result from their performance. Thus not only is freedom from Karma achieved but also yogic powers are unfolded; or, to repeat and complete the above-quoted words of W. Q. Judge:
Now, in this correct performance of duties are developed primarily Faith in the Inner Ruler and veracity in outer life. The artlessness and ingenuousness of the child-state which has to be attained is reached through this veracity in the doing of duties; the doer thereof is the Soul in whom we have faith. Those who have faith in others before they have faith in their own Soul cannot but go wrong. To avoid hypocrisy we should develop Faith in the God within, in the Inner Ruler immortal. And remembering him as continuously as possible, we should work outwardly, confining ourselves to the field of duty. As we grow, that field will expand, for as H.P.B. has pointed out in The Key to Theosophy:
All of us are debtors to Nature and to humanity. But unless we find out the quality and the quantity of that debt we may turn speculators on the psychic plane, gamblers who gamble more and more in the mere hope of acquiring merit by which the debt incurred might be paid. Therefore the very straight warning of H.P.B. to all would-be chelas:
Light and darkness chase each other through the days and the nights. Real and false devotion also run a race in the life of every earnest aspirant. Devotee and Selfish Devotee by rotation, so to speak, play each his part in the Occult World as in the heart of the aspirant. It is for each individual to establish himself in the Life of Duty in such a way that the very desire to grow and to serve becomes automatic and his mind does not always turn to peer whether he is growing or serving.
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